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Eating Me

by Mia Lisa Marie

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no one admits to being able to relate to this song because we're all taught that jealousy is nasty. But sometimes you just can't help it. And it's even worse when she's perfect. And you know you shouldn't be bitter. But you want him. So. Fucking. Much. And it hurts so, so bad.

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Nice to meet you in the mirror, bitter cunt
I'm so ashamed of how I look, and what I've done
but the boy I love, he met a girl, and you can easily see
by the way he looks at her, that she means to him, what he means to me

She's so pretty, she's so skinny, she's successful and she's smart
she's so funny, she's got money, and she loves him from her heart
she's a good fucking person, and that's why it is so hard
I wish I could hate her, but I can't, and I won't

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But why does she get what I want? When I've wanted it so long?
What does she have, that I don't? What have I become?
Jealousy is eating me alive from within
once again I've fooled myself and my demons win

Never was, never will, except in all my dreams and all my fantasies
like a lovesick teen in a gore chickflick that ends up going on a killing spree
In fact, I've had "I'll Kill Her" by Soko on repeat all day
I hoped that maybe humour could make my sadness go away

But he loves her, and she loves him, and I'm still lonely
I tried it with another guy, but he's the only one for me
And I know that it's wrong to be mad cause I love him and I should grant him the joy
But how am I supposed to get over this boy?

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How am I supposed to? ( How am I supposed to )
Act like I don't want you? ( Act like I don't want you )
Boy, I know you know I always did, and it's breaking my heart, cause you don't care a bit
I'm an immature bitch and I'm in too deep
but I want you to want me

Chorus

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released November 26, 2015

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Mia Lisa Marie Kassel, Germany

I make angry girl music with 80s princess pop synthies/bubblegum grunge/gruftpop

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